Wednesday, March 18, 2009

the surrendered life...imperfect beauty

"journeys bring power and love back into you. if you can't go somewhere, move in the passageways of the self. they are like shafts of light, always changing, and you change when you explore them." - jelaluddin rumi
*****
i am entering
the surrendered life
of imperfect beauty
exhaling the sound of life
inhaling the spirit of god


i am that life
i am that imperfection
i am that beauty
i am that surrender



a wall has dissolved
armor disappearing
the past dropping away
like a distant dream



who am i now
who am i becoming



a damn broke this morning
tears flooding my eyes
watering my heart
flowering love
in the sanctuary of my chest


where the heart of Magdalene
is born

she is the radiant heart
she is the surrendered life
she is the forgiven
she is the freed
she is the quivering
she is the tremoring
she is the seen



it is time she takes her rightful
throne within the
heart of humanity


frozen within me
until now

and the walls come tumbling down
to reveal
all that has been hidden
her mystery lives within

i seek the mysteries
of the sacred heart
this is what He has given
her
me
you

a heart of enduring love
a heart of impassioned love
a heart of the deepest compassion
imaginable


i cannot begin to express
the birthdeathbirth
occurring within me
as i cross this threshold

leaving the prison behind
walking through the door
it is wide
and open
into paradise

the indwelling kingdom
of life and love
that has obscured me
until now

what was hazy
is now clear
what was imprisoned
is now free
what was unattainable
is now here


i have kept the
true vows of my heart
lived them
alchemized into
their sweet embodiment

a transfiguration of years
a dark night of a decade


yes, cast me gently
into this morning
of new life
the surrendered life
for the night
has been unkind
a wounding of love
in my precious soul
imperfect beauty
is what i am.


into the heart of Magdalene
discovering the
sweet and tender
union
of god, sex and love


the mysteries are ready
to be unlocked
set free

the mystery
is me


my vow renewed in
the melting
of my heart...


i will love, Lord Yeshua
i will love
i will be relentless in love
until i am home
in your kingdom

amen.

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