La Vida Bonita

Chapelita ~ Ixtlahuacan de los Membrillos ~ Abril 8th

This is a picture of the chapelita that is near Delayne's home here in Mexico. On the morning of my 40th birthday we woke early and made the steep vertical trek to the top of the hill to spend time at the chapelita, to pray and light candles. When I reached the top I stretched out my arms vertically, then horizontally and made this prayer..."may I be expanded in my connection to the Divine and deeply rooted in the Earth...may I be a vessel of love, connecting Heaven and Earth, may I share the abundance of love and gifts that reside in my naked heart."

Today as I prepare to leave, I am feeling a peace beyond understanding, a deep connection to the earth and a calm readiness, a supple openness in my body and in my heart. I am grateful for this passage and I am ready to take my place on the holy ground of my own being and offer the inner pearl that resides in my heart as manna for my brothers and my sisters. I am grateful for the 40 years I have spent resurrecting my soul into wholeness and the completion that this time represents. Now, I turn ever so slowly, facing into the promised land that is my life, ready to live the years of milk and honey. The promise has been kept.

Thank you to all of you who are reading my words, I appreciate your presence and the connection that we share that is beyond words. I will soon be sharing 40 Practices for Embodying the I AM Presence...inspiration that found its way to me during this past week in Mexico. These are practices to powerfully apply the teachings that were presented in The Moses Code and they will also support the fusion and the embodiment of the mystical and the erotic in a way that blesses, heals, transforms and expands our being, our lives and our service to love.

I love you all and am deeply rooted in the knowing that we are truly amazing adorations and expressions of the One Power and the One Presence. And I am so grateful. Ameyn.

P.S. Angela/Angie: I received a message from you this week and somehow lost it while trying to save it. I would really like to hear from you again and would like to connect with you around your own awakening and emergence. Please email me again if you are reading this!

Undivided in Love

The Trillium Flower

Referred to as the "Herb of True Love"
(Photo taken on an afternoon walk in Forest Park, Portland, Oregon)

I am feeling the tenderness of Spring inside of me today. A quiet state of being, surrendering to, allowing the stillness. Bringing a profound and effortless emergence. The shoots of new life are peeking out, blossoms opening, color emerging. I wonder if I too am being delivered, opened into new life? Just as in nature, there is a death that gives rise to new life. I feel the co-mingling of life and death inside of me. This is a precious, vulnerable and tender place...knowing that I am dying and simultaneously being birthed into new life. To feel this intermingling is to come to the edge of the edge of my Self and of Life. Suspended between life and death, I touch down into the ground of being. I remember that what is essential in each moment is to experience Love's presence, to join with the I AM and to breath into the nowness. Isness, nowness, oneness...the trinity of the Trillium arriving with the robin's call. I am coming home to essence, breathing in life's essential wholeness. Reconnecting with the innocence of being. The joy of life opens in the darkness and blossoms in the Spring. I surrender to this moment. I surrender to the essential life opening and blossoming. I give myself, undivided, to Love.

I give thanks and praise for the gift of nature, for all of the love she brings, for the guidance she offers. Thank you glorious, wondrous, precious nature. Ameyn.

Naked Desire

Come Naked!
Come Naked!
Come Naked...
Before God and this Sweet Universe
Naked with Your Desire
Naked with Your Longing
Naked with all Your Beauty
Naked with all You Fear is Ugly
Revealed, Exposed
Ready to Break Open
And Spill Over the Edge
The Edge of Becoming
God, God Embodied
Empowered
Holy in Your Wholeness
Secure in Your Stance
Devoted in Your Desire
Forward Movement
Soul in Motion
Divine in Action
Strike a Pose for God
Drench Yourself in God
Dedicate Yourself
To All That Brings You Alive
Dance
Dive In
Love
Pray
Desire
Donate Yourself
Your Whole, Holy Self
Your Messed Up, Crazy Self
Your Sinner Saintly Self
Donate Yourself
to the Fires of Love
and
Burn.....................................................
Burn....................................................
Burn....................................................
Until all that is left
is your Desire
Down on your knees
you look up
and find yourself
face to face
with your Desire
and....then, only then
Can you truly become
Devoted
Devotion Embodied
Desire Enacted
Divine Deliciousness
Coming into Form
Fear no more
Find the pulse of your desire
In your body
Pry it open
Shake it loose
Expose it
Reveal it
Crack it open
The Code lies within you
The I AM Code
The I AM Code
is the Desire of Becoming
Embodied
in God
as God
for God
I am God, I am.
I am one with Desire, I am.
I am one with Devotion, I am.
I am one with the Good, I am.
I am one with Love, I am.
From discontent to devotion
The Path of Desire
Leads the Way
Home to Soul Fulfillment.
God is All There Is.
And God is just another name
another Holy name,
for all that You Desire.
I speak this truth to the world,
for the world.
It is so.
Ameyn.